It has lately come to my attention that my most recent tracks I've been TRYING to put together absolutely suck.
I actually attribute this to having learned so much in comparison to when I was a simple high school sophomore just dipping my toes in music production...
But now I use compressors, I use EQ, and I simply can't find or make those key sounds, chords, progressions, tones, and whatever else, the way I could back then.
I can't make MUSIC anymore. I can't mix well, I can't write meaningful songs, and I don't get my own ideas.
Everything is so convoluted and NOTHING has helped change things back.
Maybe I peaked too early. Maybe I've run out of the really good ideas. Maybe my mind is so full of production that it's in the way of making things. (Maybe I'm digging for sympathy!)
I actually wish I could've stayed ignorant.