I hope it doesn't affect my psyche.. I am not good at stuff like this. I have to do a lot of pretending. I feel like going somewhere else for a day or two... I want to run away (screaming) or perhaps fall on the floor and throw a tantrum. However, that is unseemly once you are 60+. Still a small child inside though... my inner hair will be on fire for sure.
Maybe I will work on that amp that, from the pics, Ampfixer told me is a deathtrap! An old 50s design with no PT and a selenium rectifier. Life on the edge... LOL.

REALLY... I'm fine!