A Word of Warning

A Word of Warning, don't try and pack, run and do a little cleaning, if you have taken a few valium and drank a small bottle of whisky.
 
Whoo is the world spinning,at least I have an inkling of what Keith Moon felt like, now where is that dynamite, I need to blow up my ex landladies toilet.
 
Ok I know I sound insane but when you are asked for 10 dollars for electricity for one night, well maybe you would feel the same. And I am suppose to clean the floor with my hands and knees, I wish I had more whisky becuae it is going to be cold until I get the key's to my new place.
 
Of course I am an anti social battle dwarf named Neb, struggling to see straight
 
NebbeN

BenMMusTech



 
Ok I know I sound insane but when you are asked for 10 dollars for electricity for one night, well maybe you would feel the same.

Not if I'd forgotten to unplug the sixty valve mink pounder and flesh dispersal silo.

Bub

I once drank 2 bottles of Crown Royal, 26 cans of Busch Light, drove to Perkins and had the Granny's Omelet for breakfast, and made it to work by 7:30am and ran 8 calls that day. 

But you still can't get X1 to work?


Go figure.








I keed, I keed.

@apuB

Been there done that... don't care to be young again (it would be nice to feel young now and again though) The last time I took valium I also had some tranxene and of course took some of both, decided the chain a shopping center had put over an entrance needed to go. (Who were they to put a chain over the entrance we used to cruise the parking lot at night? [insert indignation and stupidity here]). I pulled my truck up to the chain, looked to see that it was on my bumper, got back in the truck, hit the gas and the post on the right side along with a huge piece of concrete flew out of the ground and bashed in my passenger side door and of course the chain flipped up over my bumper and stuck fast between the bumper and truck... when the police got there I didn't even know it, I was tugging on the chain. They handcuffed me and put me in the back seat without doing a complete search, I dug the rest of the valium and tranxene out and ate them all. By the time we got to the jail I was bouncing wall to wall trying to walk down a corridor, I passed the alcohol test but the arresting officer, a family friend, had found about 3/4 of a funny cigarette in the front seat. I was strip searched and told that if I didn't plead guilty to whatever the charge was (I forget... it was in the 70s) that he would produce the um.. cigarette in court and charge me with possession too. So, I plead guilty and did like 8 weekends in jail... it sucked. 
That was nothing compaired to the potential trouble I could have gotten in when I had a scrip for ludes.. I lived WAY out in the country and one night ran two vehicles in the ditch within 100 yards of the house... I was determined but thankfully unable. Ludes are now schedule 1 and illegal everywhere I think. They were a he77 of a good painkiller but they also completely killed all  inhibitions too.

No, I never want to be young again.

Hint: HEY BEN... be careful, you can do something in one moment that can change everything. I am still alive only by the grace of God... of that I can assure you. I have had quite a few friends who did not make it.

Julien

jbow


I am still alive only by the grace of God... of that I can assure you. I have had quite a few friends who did not make it.

I'll give you an Amen, brother.

Hey guys I am 36 and I feel as old as the universe, yea that's a big call and I have been in so many situations like yours Julien, it's not funny.

There was this one time I was 16, and I was walking down this major highway and I had about a foot to walk on before I ended up on the road, I had taken a **** load of serapacks that night, funny thing is I still remember it.

I fell over so many times, my jeans were ruined and I should be dead.

Look I know my time is coming, some of us just know but we plough on because that is our job, to shime brighter than the sun.

I'm a numorologist and I am a 5, so I belive I am going to die when I am 55.

Whether my health lasts me that long well thats another question.

Here is another, what would you prefer? if you can fit 100 years of living into 40 years, or 40 years of living into 100 what would be your answer.

I have revealed a lot about myself on this forum latley some would say too much but what would you prefer??

Now here is the sad and weepy part of the tale oh my brothers (clockwork orange) I am alone, I have a half brother thats it and he is mentally not quite the full pack of cards, smart guy but an emotional void, so I am really alone.

So once again I put it to you what would you prefer 100 years of crap or 40 years of majic.

O great creator of being
grant us one more hour to
perform our art
and perfect our lives

Jiim Morrison 

BenMMusTech

Here is another, what would you prefer? if you can fit 100 years of living into 40 years, or 40 years of living into 100 what would be your answer. 

Well I have about two sentences in 35K+ posts. What do you think my answer is?

Ja

Ben,
It is not impressive when a bro is overdoing drugs and booze.  There is no good purpose in it and it will only lead to trajedy.  I too have lost loved ones to this life style. 

You should slow down and clean up.  Please do before you really hurt yourself or worse, someone else.  It has to start with you.

Rimshot