Outlook...when I bought my first car it was not unlike my first computer.
Didn't know much about either one.
Due to not being wealthy I repaired my car when it broke. I didn't worry about the many issues that one may face, simply faced them head on and learned.
Figuered it didn't matter really which car I drove...they all need attention.
I've handled my quest in building my DAW with the same attitude.
To the OP, in my opinion with your attitude you going to be traveling on a very bumpy road no matter what equipment you use.
Just spaced out and had to add by 2cents.