jamesg1213
I detect a general sense of fed-up-ness around here. Not helped by Jan's death of course. 
For me (more than the fed-up-ness), it's just coping with the loss of Jan that's really hard to swallow. Sometimes, I say (to meself) that we should continue doing what Jan (as well as the rest of us) came here to do, but he was such a big part of the CH......and now that this big part of the puzzle is missing, it's very hard.
With time.........all things will heal.....